(Source: xoxamandanicoleexox)
7,079 notes
I am currently in the process of molding my life into a beautiful masterpiece. My friends and family are blessings that I hold close to my heart. I have fallen for the most wonderful boy who taught me the patience, madness, and beauty of love. I believe in miracles and that nothing is more powerful than prayer. I like to hold onto memories and reminisce because I know they will never fade away unless I let it.
I'm a wishful thinker. Art is my personal escape and music is my outlet. Arashi is my soul, soul.
I prefer to view the world in bright, bold colors. I try to see the beauty in everything and appreciate the simplest of things.
We might be wrong for each other or perhaps it’s just the wrong time to be together but nothing feels right without you.
I miss your smile and the carefree days when you were mine and I was yours.</3
“Surprise, I’m online. I just really wanted to see you..”
Being called beautiful while looking like a mess in pajamas at 2am is one of the best feelings in the world. It’s as if he knew my heart was frowning and he refused to let me fall asleep that way..
That moment your boyfriend decides to do simple yet meaningful surprises just to make sure you’re happy.<3
I’m too busy missing you. It’s impossible to focus on anything else while my mind is occupied with a million thoughts of you. I’m hoping on some miracle your screenname would appear or my cell would ring that sweet tune.. but that’s just wishful thinking.
I hate the miles between us.
i bet you ask ANYONE, where they were exactly ten years ago today and they could tell you.that’s because this day is so cold, so scary that it was drilled in our minds forever.so many questions, so many unanswered. so many innocent lives down the drain, so many regrets and tears. so many wishes, so much evil in this world. God bless all the victims, all the families, the friends. you are greatly missed, loved, and of course NEVER FORGOTTEN. September 11, 2001.
So my boyfriend took a nap and set his alarm at 12pm, Philippines time. That would be midnight here, the exact day for our anniversary.
“Hun, happy 38 months. I love you with every beat of my heart. I love you mahal.”
The fact that he woke up just to send that simple text made my heart flutter. It’s so refreshing whenever he does little surprises like that because those mean the most to me. Even though we’re separated by distance, I can still feel his love close to me and I think that’s something worth holding onto. We may give each other the biggest headaches at times but the happiness of knowing he’s mine and I’m his is something that can’t be replaced.

Thank you, baby, for this smile on my face and for this amazing feeling in my heart. Happy 3 years and 2 months, darling. Kaya natin to.
fyeahlongdistancerelationships:
It’s been more than three years since I last felt the warmth of his embrace. For most couples even in LDR’s, being apart for that long is ridiculous. I realize that missing him just doesn’t get any easier. I envy seeing other couples that have the chance to publicly flaunt their love together and despise those who don’t realize how lucky they are. As for me, I’m stuck settling for a few texts here and there and if I’m lucky, chats on ym once a week. That probably sounds ridiculous too but honestly, nothing can compare to those random, priceless moments with him, even if it’s virtually. I can’t deny that this wait is inevitably painful but the reason I’ve been holding on for so long still remains the same—I know he’s worth it. And I’m assured of it every time I look into those mesmerizing eyes, see that captivating smile, or hear the sweetest sound of his “I love you”`s. I don’t think this hole in my heart can ever be filled until we bridge this distance but I can’t give up on believing that it will be someday soon. It sucks that we have to wait this long due to financial problems but when that day comes, I’ll be overwhelmed with joy. Distance means nothing to me when he means so much. Even 8000+ miles isn’t enough to separate my heart to his. I’m willing to fight for this love simply because I’ve fallen for him in more way than I can fathom. No one has ever been as patient as him when it comes to my imperfections or has ever tried as hard as he does to keep me smiling. In my eyes, he’s the most beautiful boy that I’m fortunate to love and be loved by.
Love is a funny feeling, really. I never felt so beautiful yet so ugly in my life. It’s pretty spectacular how the words you said before you brushed me off this morning pierced right through me so effortlessly. It was like I could actually feel my heart slowly break, inch by inch, just to torture me. And to place the cherry on top, you didn’t show an ounce of compassion. I never saw this side of you. When did your warm spirit turn so cold? Where did the boy go who made me fall in love with just one smile? How did your “I love you”`s lose it’s magic? I never saw any of it coming, but I wish I had. Maybe, just maybe, it wouldn’t kill me this much.